Life is a present....

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.  she hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. she told her bf, 'if i could only see the world, i'll marry you'. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her.  When d bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her bf. He asked her, now that you can see the world, will u marry me?  The girl looked at her bf and saw that he was blind. The sight of is closed eyelids shocked her. she hadn't expected that. the thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her bf left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.


This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.  Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.  Life is a gift.


Today.....
Before you say an unkind word - think of someone who can't speak
Before you complain about the taste of your food - think of someone who has nothing to eat
Before you complain about ur partner - think of someone who's crying our for a companion
before you complain about life -think of someone who went too early to the grave
before whining about the distance you drive think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet


And when...
you are tired and complain about your job, think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job,
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - put a smile on your face and think; you're alive and still around...


We only live once, but if we live carefully, once is enough.... Count your blessing....

Bad news or good news....

Finally we managed to rearrange the sitting n table arrangement in our office after been talking bout it since January.. Actually we were supposed to move to a new renovated office, but bcuz of  'some people' who were 'so selfish' in my opinion, it was cancelled.... 


I was so 'mad' wit dis person while we arranged our office, bcuz instead of kc susun her own place, this person m'yibuk pula wit our 'section'....  then not only dat, pndi2 buat keputusan kunun where to susun d table, padahal not her yg akan duduk there....  d sebabkan ketidaktahanan of my kegeraman  i decided to jmpa  AO and discuss d matter with her....


On monday, i went to see AO.... n actually my plan kunun mula2 juz wanna minta advise about our notice of meeting.... skali AO trus2 pl tnya me how are we coping at our section.... tbukalah cerita dii... from A to Z.... AO confirmed that i will hold dat 'PA' post konon, but then i have to move to sit next to that person.... aduiii, dunno if its a good news or bad news... i juz wish that eventhough i'll be d PA i still can sit, where am i sitting currently, wit my other colleague... i feel much better with them..... juz nid to wait n seelah wat will happen...


I was wondering y for the last few days, or maybe last few weeks, this person suddenly 'extra gud' to us.... then i realize it was her way so that we will feel 'serba salah' if we wanted to do sth... Mmg she is very good, but d only thing yg me really dun like is, she is so 'busy' handling our matter.... yg smpi terover2, n sumtimes it makes us feel 'stupid' not knowing ath.... tambah byklah my dosa dis feeling bad about her.... :(


aiyaaa me so siodop oredi, n its only 7 pm... miting stangah hari bah td, then bl blk opis, aircond pl buat hal, smpi sesak my nafas.... my sista wanted to dine out daa dis.... lapar also but blm rajin lagi want to jalan..... aduiii....


trying to lawan d ngantuk n kemalasan first dis.... 

Honesty is D Best Policy

Received my government exam result today... and it was 'unexpected'.... I expected that I passed only two from four exam that I took, but the result came out I passed 3 out of four.... But still i have to retake 2 paper again... I was talking with one of my colleague about the exam, telling her what subject i failed when another colleague commented.... 'u failed that one?' when xxxx told me that it was so slow, and she was so bored while taking that exam. When she went in, i asked my colleague, isn't the person she talked about the one who cheated during the exam... then she told me that actually our colleague was one of them... i was surprised, and at that moment my 'view' of her changed....  Not only that, the way she asked the question was as if 'mengejek' me....  Me ja yg pandai2 buat kesimpulan kali bah dis... hehehe...  but thats wat i thought lah.... Its kinda funny actually when i passed 60 psm but failed 30 psm.... My own fault jg bah dat.... x enough latihan.... and for the 2nd time, i must pass... dun want to repeat it again next time....

Back to what i really want to talk about.... 'Honesty is d Best Policy".... i admit that there were times when i wasn't completely honest with myself, with others, with.... and bcuz of it, i almost lost 'him'.... what happened before teaches we unforgetable lesson.... reminding me not to repeat the same mistake again.... i am truly thankful for the chance to be with him.... i dunno how long we will be together, but i do hope, if it is God's willing, we'll be together for a long2 time.... :p 

Another topic.... actually in the process of 'finishing' my minutes of meeting, but i was 'stuck' bout the pembahagian tugas... what d other boss said was different from the other boss.. so i dunno wats the actual result was, n dunno wat to write then.....  well juz have to wait and c only lah....

daaa to be continue.....

Jealousy....

I am really 'sick' n 'tired' of people who are EXTREMELY JEALOUS..... Like today, i was helping my other colleague to kira their OT, when dis 'person' out of nowhere got mad, simply bcuz i didn't take all the punch card... she thought i took it out to kira their gaji.... Maybe she was so 'scared' that i will take over her post...as if I want it.... honestly i prefer my post now.... less stress, less tekanan.....

D other day, when i met our boss, he told me that probably there will be some changes in our dept, n my post might be slightly different from what it is now.... N since i've completed my Secretarial Course, they expected me to hold the PA post.... However, its seems that, that person for surely wouldn't want that post to be taken by someone else.... I told AO d other day that i feel bad about the changes actually, n she told me if our boss truly offer me d post then i shouldn't reject it..... Baru kabar angin pun mcm that person semacam only....

Haven't finish my job yet, but me tersgt2 ndak rajin already..... besides, my kepala is killing me.... :(

2010 Flu...

Still wit flu from last friday, n really hate it... :( dunno y all of sudden i got those virus.... i tried my best to live a healthy lifestyle... hahaha... n since everyday need to work overtime, i thought i dun need to exercise.... still i got sick... aduiii... acording to my mum, my body is not strong enough with d work that i need to do... it juz my 2nd week of going back to work and me oredi 'sakit'.... aduiiii...

truly missd my life without thinking bout works that need to be done... but at least i dun need to do assignment now.... so many things need to be done, n guess dat i need to agree to wat my mum said... my body still needs time to adjust wit d work environment.... hopefull it will get better asap... arrrggg when lah i can relax again dissssss.....

enough of complaining.... should be grateful that i have job and at least i dun need to work under d sun or rain to gain money.... i am lucky than maybe billions of people....

story to be continue...

Year 2010

This will b my first blog of 2010.... There were so many things happened last year.... wow.... 2009 is finally over, n i've completed my 1 year secretarial science course as well.... n dats mean... am back to my 'routine' back to work.... am still on leave till friday though.... am pampering myself with 'sleep'..... hehehe...

was able to spend some quality time wit my bf.... blm lg ilang kerinduan daa, but its better than nothing at all.... thank God we're still together till now, inspite of d byk tempation n segala cobaan..., i luv him wit my whole life... or maybe its more than life itself... waduhhh jiwang banget pl me dis...
i pray that i will always be faithful, honest n trust him...

tersgt2 not sedia masuk opis lg ni.... n i miss my classmates, we've spend our time together for almost a year... n mmg rasa mcm family suda... cuz kami ja bah dlm kelas.... surely i will always cherish d memories that we spend together....

gotta go landing dl dis.... to be continue later.... daaa